inactivity *please read...*

[Nako [Eth]]

Hey guys.


I'm going to be inactive for a while.. I'm not feeling okay right now.. Yeah it'll probably end on the sixteenth or get worse. Yeah.. whatever...

i'msorryi'msosorryi'msosorry

I...

I really need to apologize. To everyone.

Especially ⋆ Phia ⋆, Seren♫ and ☿ Mᴇʀᴄᴜʀʏ. They need to hear it most.

And Seawhisker and Ferry. Them too... No..Just make it everyone

I'm so sorry I banned you. ⋆ Phia ⋆, ☿ Mᴇʀᴄᴜʀʏ. I regret every second of it. I... I remember it like it was yesterday. I was trembling. I..

I didn't want to. But.. Ice.. She was so upset.. I.. I didn't know what to do.

I lost the whole site as a friend, practically. If I even had them that way...


I just.. I feel so alone right now. I've been crying for hours. It's not entirely from @husky. (Not even really her. I mean.. She was just joking, but it still really hurt... I'm sorry... I just.. I don't.. I don't really like it when people joke about that, especially about me because it really hurts.. maybe I am a prostitute.. Ugh..I'm sorry... I talk too much.. I'msosorryomg) I've been this way for a long time. I haven't found out how to word it..






I really think I need a break from HiddenClan right now... Even though I've been taking a break a lot.. Ugh. I'm so bad at trying to be there. I'm so bad at this.. Ugh....

I hope HiddenClan doesn't die..




You guys are amazing. I love you. You guys are like my family.. I'm not joking. I''ve grown so close to you guys and stuff....



Gah.. I'm so sorry... I.. Ugh...


I'll just be inactive for a little. maaaaaybe reply to some threads

(btw »Neoɴ and Featherz sorry about not replying i haven't found the muse much i might reply later i don't know.)


Sorry. I'm going into sports and choir and I'm going to try to do contests and stuff and I have to get a job because my mom might be retiring. I'm so, so sorry. I have to be responsible now.. I'm in high school and I have to grow up. I can't be Dap.. I can't be immature, hyper, annoying. I have to be someone in this world.. I have to be worthful for my family and everyone. 

Please don't forget me.. It'll just be a while. Maybe a day or a week or two. I don't know.. I'm so sorry. I just need to clear my head. I'm... not fne right now. Please don't hate me... Well.. I mean.. I know some of you do.. But I wish you couldn't.. I..I just want to be friends with everyone and try to make everyone happy.. I mean, it's impossible.. But Dap was trying to be that way and I don't think she/I succeeded.. 


Ireallydon'tthinkI'mDappledroseanymorebut..I'vechangedsomuchlikeewdidyouseehowItypedbackthen?Ew,IthoughtIwassocool. sobs

With love (and hope!),

Nako [Eth] ♥

[»Neoɴ]

Awwe Nako [Eth] , I don't mind. but since you mentioned me:

I've been trying to avoid HC too. it's not that i hate it but i just don't feel like it nowadays.

and i'm proud of you who cared to write an inactivity message to leave.

tbh i thought of disappearing.

hc isn't a must though.

i wish you good luck. may you be the best. make what you do enjoyable. be happy in life. it's not right for people to stress out.

[Seawhisker]

no idea what you did or what you didnt do #lol but whatever it is it's fine and i forgive you. if you ever see this, Nako [Eth], we haven't talked at all in the past year but you're still my friend. uwu good luck in life.

[Nako [Eth]]

Aug 24, 2013 0:12:24 GMT Seawhisker said:

no idea what you did or what you didnt do #lol but whatever it is it's fine and i forgive you. if you ever see this, Nako [Eth], we haven't talked at all in the past year but you're still my friend. uwu good luck in life.

I was in one of those really low points in life where you feel guilty about everything and feel like everything is your fault and everything's destroyed and yeah kinda get those a lot but hey life gets better i guess..


It's really nice that I'm still your friend ^^



thanks n_n you too