My Lacuna

[Vei]

Right... So... I doubt any of you give a rat's ass about me but for those of you that even bother to look at this, I just wanted to say... I'm not going to be very active all the time like I usually am. I have a volleyball camp next week that I'll be attending before my freshman year starts and I begin playing for my highschool. I have been accepted into all honors classes

so i'll be studying for once in my life (omfg! Vei actually work for her grades?! JESUS! It's a fucking miracle! Good job moron! *slap on the back*).

I've also just been noticing that.. I'm lonely... I know

... My friends all seem to have these life issues they too are sorting through and I don't blame them.. in fact, I wish I wasn't such a lazy piece of shit but I am... and I'm not fat like I should be so I really can't punish myself... My life is too good to be true on everything but social life. I have no friends other than the few close ones I've known for six years...

There are a few of you on this site though that I actually recognize as friends and as decent human beings. If you feel the same way, I've never bothered to ask.. I'm just too damn shy.

A lot of you, I wish I could start over with... I really just wish I was too damn lovable for anyone to hate but I'm not. In fact, I can list a few of you I know hate me.. but I won't.

Anyways... I'm going to be a little less active, though I'm sure I'll pop in every day for a few minutes... Good luck to all of you on your life endeavors...

~Vei/bitch

(I may very well end up editing this later after I realize what a whiny dipfuck i'm being and then i'll just go sit in my room and draw... continuing to have no life outside of school....)